Friday, January 11, 2008

nightweaning update and then i may ramble

Molly's nursing to sleep somewhere between 7:45 to 9, and then no more until 6 a.m. She's waking the same amount as before we started this, and half of the time asking for "num." She's fussing less that a minute and going back to sleep when I tell her wait until morning. I feel more rested, which may be just a psych thing because I'm still waking a few times a night, but there's probably more actual sleep since the nursing sessions where 10-20 minutes and teeth gratingly annoying.

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So she has crashed now... I'm needing to get upstairs to the kitchen mess. I don't want to blow it off until morning, because I'm babysitting my almost-three almost-neice with the Boue tomorrow and the dishes will have me in tears if they're still there later.

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Which reminds me: the self diagnosis OCD epiphane is illuminating as hell. I really need things to be in perfect order or I give up and freak out. It puts a lot of things in context and it's nice to have a kind of prescription for my house worries. I don't know how to get past the all/nothing mentality but it's always positive to know where I need work, yes?

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Had a sexy Maggie dream (to match your Spader dream, Eden! OMG:) with very fuzzy details. Christian Bale was involved, and this reminds me that I haven't publicly screamed my ecstatic pleasure about the casting of The Dark Knight. The Bu, he will be laid so hard after I see teh Mags and Christian on screen together for a couple of hours. Plus, the Batman character turns me on independent of any delicious Welsch men inhabiting the suit. Can you buy a blow up Batman doll? I digress.

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Went to cafe & drew some stuff in my art journal and started a sketch with Alexis and another bellydancing LJ friend in mind.

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