Sunday, November 17, 2013

Eventual #NaBloPoMo

I'm finding that, predictably but disappointingly, my first month on contraceptive pills hadn't been long enough to stop the hormonal surges that chew up my sanity.

I feel a worse than usual this month, which isn't unexpected but knowing what's driving my mood swings doesn't go too far toward helping me cope with them. It'll get better within a few months, but in the moment I'm so in the thick of it I can't see much else. I feel like my core is a trembling, itching thing. Rage and irrational annoyance come off me like heat.

I'll manage. Always I muddle through. And that's not enough any more. And that is why I'm taking this treatment route. Nothing has helped, but I'm pretty confident this will eventually even me out.

E v e n t u a l l y is slow.

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